well... i was pretty upset with how darx treats me lately. i was wondering.. what is the cause?? darx loses all his affection for me especially when we do not meet up. he barely took the initiative to actually call or sms me. as it is a norm for a boyfriend to message or call the girlfriend when he is free as he will tend to miss her somehow. i just need my guy to be affectional, understanding, caring and romantic definitely!!! i believe this 4 factors secure every woman's heart but why do guys cant get it into their blockhead? does he not understand me or his feelings had gradually faded. i love him but sometimes i realise he do not what do i really need. sigh!! i am really devastated , will our r.s tear apart? sigh!!!
i repeat once, with my tears shedding in my heart that he is my world. my heart.my soul. i love him truly and deeply but what is obstructing his way to love me?
is it so hard to get the 4 factors i had mentioned earlier from a guy i truly loves?
heart thumping real fast that i am suffocating, i am feeling extremely stressed out. i felt that i cant feel his love anymore.
is it an end for us?
will this year be the last b'dae he will be celebrating with me?
i want him badly now
love you darling!