oh! i had not been feeling well emotionally and physically =(
well, i wonder what on earth is wrong with me? my heart is pounding so fast that i hardly can breathe. well, you might tot this is due to stress? but it has been2-3 weeks. sigh!!! OMG.. its getting scary. will it be any symptoms of any illness? eg: heart attack.. i am extremely terrified! imma praying hard... going 2 see a doc on wednesdae. and it affects me emotionally. feeling extremely moody these daes. not in the mood to go out at all =( \

dar had been awae fer 2 daes and imma missing him. finally tmr is sundae and yea! he is coming back tmr!! weeee! i love him so mwach . imma so crazy over cyril. OMG!! imma truly in love with my boy.